Because Of You

Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did，
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me， but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile， a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me， but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

An Inconvenient Truth.

evolution of dance
this is GOOD!

Last Sat nite was new experience for me..
overnite cycling trip + visit to 'huanted' places.

1stly started at east coast park. rented bicycles there then made our way to Grange rd 1st.

Theres a small hill where there are 3 manisons belonging to the famous Soong Sisters. (1 married to Sun Yat Sen and another to Chiang Kai Sheik, 3rd one forgotten married who liao..)
well.. not exactly haunted la but looks old and is really old.
The 1st manision on the roadside was converted to some research insititute so story ends here.
2nd manision. terrible state of neglect. cant go on 2nd floor. floorboard all dropping already!
3rd manision. there were a few banglas staying there. dono if illegal or not.. anyway, we went up an external spiral stairway. so steep u can fall off the sides if u r not careful. too bad not much view.. and no single spooky thing!!!!???

den we made our way to barker rd to look for the barker hse. but cant find. Ken went to ask a security guard but i tink we kena smoked. so no choice we left.

next up was Woody lodge at hougang. which was an old building for those mentally ill. now deserted liao. got a story behind it.
There used to be a mother, mdm Teng, staying with her 2 kids. but 1 day the kids went playing near the pond and disappeared. mdm Teng went to look for them and oso disappeared.. solid ah.. and again we cant go in cuz its like some high security prision liao.. fence so high how to climb???
then we went in2 da wooded area and chance up a setup of shelters and its fully like a living area complete with beds seats, tables, kitchen utensils!! even more we spotted a tin with smouldering leaves! means someone or something jus left there and is still there!! wah lao.. but again see no one there. so we decided to stop feeding the mosquitoes there and left liao.

on our way to the punggol maltilda hse. had a short break at the riverview plaza 24hr mac.; lol.. so many ppl there watching soccer..

ok. we reach the maltilda hse and the whole grass patch was muddy. those thick orcher-coloured mud. wao lao.. lucky we r riding rented bike. (haha)
nothing special again.

haiz... whole trip see nothing but deserted houses.. haiz...
even Lina oso concluded old changi hospital more spooky then those we went.. lol..

MI3 spoof here

孔子遊學

孔子為什麼要到七國遊學呢？
因為孔子他開了個補習班，為了學生才在各國招生，已當時的錢幣來算，

收費標準如下：
十五而志於學
三十而立
四十而不惑
五十而知天命
六十而耳順
七十而從心所欲

它的意思是說：
你繳十五元，只能算報名費
你繳三十元，上課時只能站著
你繳四十元，了解為啥要讀書
你繳五十元，可以問一大堆問題
你繳六十元，可以在上課時聽笑話
你繳七十元，你在上課時吃東西、隨便走動、講髒話，都可以。